Weather has been strange here on Long Island. The weird weather didn't stop me from playing golf with my dad, for the first time of the season. I dont care what my score is. i just like to play, I like the quiet. No worries, I woke, ate a waffle, drank a bit of coffee then off I went. I am usually sick in the morning,before work, I teach, and then fine for the day. But I don't usually follow that pattern during the summer. Summer, I feel like you, normal.
When I was diagnosed in 1985, I was a junior in HS. Before being diagnosed the doctors told my mom that i was sick because I was nervous because of the upcoming SATs...didn't feel nervous. All I know is that the morning routine then is the same as now. I wake up, eat, shower,get sick and then I head to work. As an adult, when driving to work, and still feeling sick, I speed to work, 30 minute commute, if the lights cooperate and I pray that I make it without any kind of accident. In HS, I would have to head back home and then be late to school, yet again. And I hate to be late!
I like feeling good. I like doing things without worrying about my stomach. It is hard to believe that for about 16 years, I didn't worry at all!! I definitely miss those years!
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